That Moment....

Diets are hard. I know I struggle. Lately, with Easter just a few days away, temptation seems to be EVERYWHERE. I had a moment today though that helped strengthen my resolve. It all happened during my Zumba workout today.

First of all, I'm not a jumper. I don't like to jump, it's right up there with running, something I was never really fond of, even in my younger, skinnier days. I have been less than perfect with my dieting lately, the kids just had birthday parties last week and with Easter on Sunday I figured I should really give today's workout everything I have. I was midway through the song when I heard it.

Clapping.

I glanced at the kids, one was on the tablet playing some Lego game, the other on my computer playing Webkinz. It was then that I realized that it was coming from me. When I would jump, my stomach would go up and come down, making a clapping sound.

*sigh*

I am so glad I am making the changes I have but I really do wish it was as easy to lose weight as it is to gain it!

The Mission

I am overweight. I know this. I have known this for a long time. I weigh more now than I did when I shared my body with two other humans. Obviously this is a problem. I was unaware of how big of a problem it had become until two people could not get me on a roller coaster at Legoland in Florida and I was asked to leave the ride. I consider that my own personal rock bottom. I decided then that I would get my shit together and lose weight. I don't want to be the mom who can't do things with her kids because she is too tired, too embarassed, or just too fat. Something needed to change.

Since then I have lost 10 pounds (YAY!) and have found a great group of supportive women. I am watching what I eat, counting calories, working out 5 days a week and just ready for the change. Already I am feeling healthier and more energetic and can't wait to continue this journey.

Here is my "Before" picture. :) After is coming soon! :D